I should be posting more often. I even have fun stories and pictures. So why am I not? Me and Dan just put an offer on a house and we're in hour 24 of a possible 48 of playing the waiting game to hear back from the bank. (It's a foreclosure)
Due to this situation and my unimaginable self-induced Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and need for control, I'm fidgety and besides myself with nerves and stomach butterflies.
So...until this thing gets ironed out, I'm pretty much useless as a human being, let alone a blog-poster.
I keep repeating this to myself - and I'm not sure how applicable this Bible verse is, but I'm clinging to it as we wait, wait, wait for that all important Phone Call. "Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows." James 1:17
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I get a little pet-peevy about OCD as it is a much more serious and scary disorder than what people think. If you have anything, which I don't think you really do, it's Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder (OCPD).
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Obsessive%E2%80%93compulsive_personality_disorder
You're right. I should've said, "obsessive tendencies." I didn't mean to down-play a serious condition like that. I sometimes tell Dan though, that if my insurance covered it, I would probably go to counseling for control needs. The areas of control shift at different points of my life, so unless I'm aware and thinking about it, it's easy for me to think it's "better," but when I examine my behavior, I can ALWAYS find an area of life or a current situation that draws out my need to have control. It's frustrating.
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